Yah ..so hi..!!
Unn..I don’t know where to start…haha..yah ! So.. WordPress ..has been a very beautiful journey for me. There was that day when I didn’t know how to login …and ..now…I could say that …I learnt many new things! I mean literally many new things. I wrote my first post.. And ppl gave me a good response. So thus I thought that..I should write! Umm..telling you frankly …I didn’t expect that ppl would actually appreciate me. Whatever I have written , I have actually felt that ..and I think that is something which ppl liked. Aaahhhhh…it’s that ki..due to some reasons…I am gonna stop writing! Yah! I mean atleast from now.. Bcz..I write what I feel…and today.. I gotta know that , what I feel is….not so actually true! Aah! Sorry! Too scientific! ..due to some personal reasons… I have decided to close my WordPress ACC for a year! As you guys have given me so much of love…and support , I wanna thank each and every person . Thank u so much all of you ..for u know.. Coming and reading my posts and then commenting back..and then …sometimes it becomes even like a conversation. It became like a WordPress family for me. I shared a lot of …umm..pain, sorrow, happiness with ppl who were unknown to me. All of those ..who liked sunaina blogs and followed , thank u so much…and .Ppl…who didn’t like my blog..or me..haha!..thank u to u too for at least letting me know . I have got some 570+likes on sunaina blogs…and 108 followers ..umm..I guess! Guys seriously it’s all bcz of you ! That I know now… ki..how writing can speak out your pain! .. So love you all .. Keep writing ..cause guys there is nothing else than writing and sharing your pain to others. Tears are coming in my eyes right now. …but I think it’s necessary . Again a big thanks to everyone. I will be deactivating it tommorow night..so ..if guys wanna share anything with me..or wanna..know anything about me..or like anything.. Guys anything ….you can comment it down in my comments column! I will surely read it and reply!keep smiling and spread smile.
Lots of love,
Sunaina! 🙂
It was midnight , when I was sitting at my table ,reading a novel of some college love . I was not able to sleep , as it was slightly drizzling outside. A pleasant atmosphere with the table light on , and a novel in my hand . It was the perfect situation ! As I was going through the words of the novel , a sudden name caught my attention . I stopped down in between to check my eyes . It was a name , I heard somewhere before …. A strange feeling passed through my body. It made me feel weak. I switched on my mobile and typed a name – “Anubhav ” . The profile got opened . ( I didn’t delete his number still) . My heart said me to see his profile pic , but my mind didn’t approve . May be it was all because of the pain I have went through . The battle between mind and heart continued . And at last ?? …my heart won !! … My eyes gazed down his picture . How happy he looks ,I thought . Knowing that I couldn’t control my emotions more , I searched for the “back” button , it was then when I saw him online! Yes he was online !! A huge smile came on my face . It was like a little boy getting his lost toy back . I wanted to message him . I wanted him to know that I am here . I am here waiting for him . I am here begging for his love . I wanted to tell him that I still love him . But I couldn’t ! All I could do was stare on the blank screen , and hope silently in my heart to get a message from him . My heart was begging for his message . It was like I am talking to him in person . I caught hold of my mobile tighter . My lips kept on repeating his name . My eyes stuck ! I couldn’t control more . And then finally I typed , “hi , still awake ?” . But was I able to stop with that ?? I poured my heart into my words . It was like my heart was speaking out that love which I kept hidden inside me for so long. I was going to press the send button , when I heard someone speaking. “Don’t try to contact me from now “. I looked up , there was no one . I searched for an answer but in vain . There was no one in the room except me , and some little pieces of my memories resounding in my ears . A large drop of water fell from my eyes . I felt so weak , inside . I felt so alone . I could feel him near me but couldn’t touch him .Even though I wanted to talk to him , I was not able to . I wanted him to know that I still wait for him . But couldn’t! Hours passed on , and I still begged for an answer , it was when I saw something .You know what? ?… The “backspace” key . And that night something remained unspoken between us ..
